Letter for Her

Dear You,

I never count your blessing smile

I never count your lovely laugh

Too much, perhaps?

But I know your name

And I know he choosed you

How’s his life?

He still loves playing the game?

He still hates the vegetables?

He still loves to workout?

I hope you understand that he is a stubborn boy

But all I know is, I love him

With all of my heart

I hope you treat him like a prince

Don’t make him cry

Don’t make him sad

Lead him to be a better person

Lead him to living a happy life

I beg

Now it’s time to say bye

Tell him, that I love him

Also tell him, that I’m dead inside

- fin -

Narasi Biru

“Kita sampai disini. Terima kasih telah berbagi kebahagiaan”

“Tapi… mengapa?”

“Aku tahu sudah sejauh ini kita bersama. Kamu suka pantai, aku juga. Kamu pecinta kopi, aku pun juga. Hahaha. Kesamaan kita sangat banyak. Aku ingin bersamamu hingga akhir waktu”

“Lantas mengapa?”

“Kamu tahu, semua kesamaan ini sulit berakhir bahagia. Pada akhirnya kita tak bisa bersama. Hanya satu perbedaan kita”

“Apakah itu?”

“Ya... Only God knows why”

Aku pun memahami. Sebuah perbedaan tersebut yang memisahkan dua insan manusia.

10.18

Ares and Aphrodite

Dear Ares,

Thank you for brighten up my day

I smile everytime your name poppin’ up on my phone

Simple “Hai” means everything

But you said “Goodmorning. Have a nice day”

And you burned that day

Dear The God of War, you won my deepest heart

Dear Ares,

Thank you for saving my life among these cruel intentions
Your existence gave me breath
Your laugh gave me happiness
Your hug gave me peace
Your kiss gave me another chance,
To make me feel alive again

Sincerely,

Your 20th Century Aphrodite

6.7.19

About You

“I miss you.” he said.

“Me too.”. she whispered.

“You miss me?”

“No. I miss the me that came

before you. The me that wasn’t  so

broken. The me that cried less and laughed

more. The me you didn’t destroy.”

-c.a.-

18.7.1